Might Have Trouble Tonight

I have so much on my mind, I was afraid my mind wouldn't shut off...So I took 2 sleeping pills an hour and a half ago. I am still not tired. Normally, 1/2 of a pill puts me down. I just don't know what to do. I guess I should dream about girls day out on Saturday. I just hope my renters pulls through with some money or I won't go...I don't like to window shop. Pray I get some money or I will be really more depressed than I am already.