I blinked

and it is over! Christmas is here and gone and I missed it, just like my life. With another year coming to a close it makes me depressed. I think about all the things I never did and all the things, which I am to old for and still want to do. Don't a have pitty party for me. I know I am responsible for my own doings. It just makes me sad that I never dreamed or was inspired to do more for myself and in a blink of an eye, it will be over.